Last week I pointed out that over the last 30 years or so, the US has killed around 3,000,000 people in the Middle East. Now, I’d like for us to think about what we’re doing to our own sons and daughters.
A Vietnam veteran and dear brother in Christ shared this affecting video with me a couple of weeks ago.
The soldiers…they just wanna go home.
It’s a great line delivered by a great actor. And I’m sure it’s very true.
Yet many of them don’t get what they want. They don’t go home.
Thankfully, most of them do. But here’s the thing: the soldier who goes home is not the soldier who left home.
There are physical wounds. There are mental wounds. Some heal, some don’t.
And then there’s suicide.
Suicide rates within the veteran population often were double and sometimes triple the civilian suicide rate in several states. . . . Almost one out of every five suicides committed nationally is a veteran. . . [yet] veterans make up only about 10 percent of the adult population in the United States.
That “something” is what Robert Meagher calls moral injury.
“Moral injury” has most commonly come to mean the transgression, the violation, of what is right, what one has long held to be sacred—a core belief or moral code—and thus wounding or, in the extreme, mortally wounding the psyche, soul, or one’s humanity. (Killing From The Inside Out, p. 4)
Meagher’s thesis is many war veterans are morally injured. They suffer not only from what they’ve seen, but also from what they’ve done.
He shares a scribbled note from Noah Pierce, a veteran of the 2003 invasion of Iraq.
Mom, I am so sorry. My life has been hell . . . I am freeing myself from the desert once and for all. . . . I am not a good person. I have done bad things. I have taken lives. Now it’s time to take mine.
Noah then shot himself in the head.
Two questions, dear reader:
1) Why is the US killing 3,000,000 people in the Middle East?
2) What’s it doing to those doing the killing?
Think about it.